Heidi Alu

I am great person when you get to know me. take the time please. i love people. i am far to optimistic about people. and i strive to make my mom and dad (r.i.p.) proud. no matter how much i mess up it is only to further my life and learn I am very optimistic and generally a happy person, but I have fallen off the path lately. I am on a journey now to go back to being that loving optimistic person. I am a hopeless beyond hopeless romantic. I am one of those people that even if i know you love me i need to hear it. I love the little things in life. I like the sun streaming in the blinds when i wake up. I love the smell of fresh laundry. I love sitting on the roof, on a cold night, looking up at the stars. I love being with someone but not needing to talk. I love to get caught in the rain, and lose all track of time, just having fun, letting go of everything but the feeling of the rain. I am very very self-conscious sometimes, although i am trying to get past it, but i love myself and i figure if you have a problem with how i look then you can go shove it. I love to sing it is my hobby. I can't go one day without singing. I like baking, then again most girls do love to bake. I believe most of the time i am fun loving, and hopefully fun to be with lol. I am far to forgiving with people in general. I get hurt and I still forgive. I really like to believe all people are good. Even bad people have good in them. Sadly that is almost never true! But life is way short to worry about bad people. I love my friends. When I make a friend they usually don't leave. When they do leave I am not happy about it and I always check up on them none the less. I am very much a mother hen to my friends. I am no angel, I have made many mistakes and there will be many more i am sure. I have used and taking people for granted. I have coveted what is not mine, I am only human. And I would never claim to be anything more than that. My life is very chaotic. I am going to school full time and working as well! I love life on most days ;P. I am on my path to a great life!! Mr. Joseph Alu is am amazing man he challenges me to the best me that I can be, but loves me just the way I am. We are working hard to get into a home and start our family. We want a big house, with land, and a white fence, a crazy golden retriever running around the yard, and 3 beautiful children! Life is a series of events that you control to make your happy ending. :)